Hello...My name is Bobby

As many of you may or may not know, I have been in and out of a job since the year 2009. So to my dismay, when I found out I would be losing my nanny position...I thought "Ohh Boy, here we go again." It has been a struggle for me to know what God's calling is for my life. I know life has many ups and downs and God NEVER gives us more then we can handle, but it was hard for me not to be discouraged. I just wanted to feel liked I belonged somewhere and not be defined by a job title and/or a number. I say all this, to say that I serve a loving and gracious God and he will ALWAYS make his presence known.
I found out on a Sunday evening that I would be losing my nanny position and the very next day I get called for an interview. I cannot even begin to explain the number of jobs I have applied for through out these past couple of years. Then "poof" all of the sudden I get a call at the right time and the right place? Don't tell me our God doesn't work in mysterious ways. He has a plan and a purpose for all of us. We may not see or get it at first, but God will always make his presence known in our lives. If you don't believe me, just test him. You can rest assured he will show his awesome and mighty works.
He showed me his will and his way by offering me a job. I must say though even after all this, I doubted his will. I was discourgaed b/c what I thought would be a full time job was only going to be part time and the pay well...let's just say it is not exactly what I had in mind. I struggled with how I was going to provide for my family. My number one concern was how in the world I was going to pay for childcare!
Again...God was about to show me his awesome works. One of my really good friends from church agreed to watch my son, James for us. She does not ask for much and I can rest assured in the fact that my son is being taken care of. Whats even more amazing is that I also get to spend time with my son on my days off. As a parent this has been a struggle for me, letting someone else watch my child. Me, being a Mother naturally wants to provide and be there for my child. God has pretty much allowed me to be with my son since day one. Maybe this part time thing isn't so bad. In regards to financial circumstances, sure it is not easy, but I still have a roof over my head, clothes to keep me warm and food to put in my mouth. What have I got to complain about?
God has also provided me with Christian co-workers. I don't feel like I am being judged everytime I walk through the door. It is so satisfying to know that others share the same faith as me. Even during my interview God seemed to be the number one topic.I love knowing that I can clock in and be greeted by wonderful people and if I should have a bad day, I have others there to lift me up. Then there are the residents...
"Hello, my name is Bobby." That is what I heard while sitting at the front desk waiting on the phone to ring. I look up and see a man sitting in a wheel chair smiling at me. I say "Hey my name is Dallas, how are you doing today?" We make small talk for a minute. Bobby is upset b/c the candy machine is broken and he is craving something chocolate. I apologize and then proceed to ask what his favorite candy is. He says anything chocolate with caramel. Sounds like Bobby and I have something in common. I love me some chocolate! We go on to talk about how long he has been a resident there. He is looking forward to the day he will finally be discharged. He proceeds to tell me that his daugther works at the facility as well and that he is happy that he gets to see her every day. He misses being at home with his wife though and wants some of her good ole fried chicken. He proceeds to tell me that the food there is just not the same. I then find out that Bobby was also a pastor of a church and that he is mainly at the facility because he is on dialysis. He tells me that even through all this his God is a good God. Wow what a testimony. Again...what do I have to complain about.
Bobby and I continue to talk for a little while. I can tell he is tired as he starts to doze off while we are chatting. He then tells me it was nice meeting me and that he thinks he will take a nap before dinner time. As he makes his way back to his room, he looks at me still smiling and says "God Bless". Again I was reminded of Gods love.
For all of those struggling with who you are or what tomorrow might bring your way, please know that God is in control and again he never gives us more then we can handle. Just when you think you have nothing else to look forward to, I can assure that God will show his mighty works. Take a look at all the blessings around you. Once you do, I am pretty sure you will see God's fingerprints. Whether it be through good works of a great friend, a close loved one, a new job or someone you just met, his fingerprints are everywhere.
Hello...My Name is Bobby.